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In the crowd we have met in all innocence, but I didn't recognize.


I was dejected, stuck off and lost my way before I met you

I want to call it a day


When the first time I saw you, I could feel stars around you

Your grin makes my heart melted

Who are you?

Can't take my eyes off you

Ah, Finally I know you, you are the one.


You are in the sky

and I can only stare at you underneath

You are beyond my wildest dream


Unknowingly, you pulled me into your world

I haven't been here before

but why

It feels like home?


There was a big screen,

I turned around and the movie starts

I watched your struggle for your vision.

The way you need to feel ups and downs to get it

It makes me awake

No wonder you are so full with stars right now


Before I went, I send you a letter that you need to always remember

and happily, you look through it


Now I am in the way back my home,

I'm fully charged by your positive energy

and I am ready to face my fear


You don't know me,

But it's okay

After facing my fear 

I will turn around and get ready to reach you


From down here,

I see you are happy with your friends and

I will continue to watch your fight and give a message to the purple feathered bird so you can read it

Keep the line that I gave you before,

To always be the best version of yourself


I want to reach you,

but maybe I need to crawl

but it's okay, even though I have to,

Crawl towards the stars

Climb every mount

I will do that

and make sure that I will be fine


Because

You are The Reason.



Harareveuse

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